time for more changes

I've been pretty lax in a lot of things in my life lately, I did really well last week getting my eating back on track. I had gotten back up to 332 from 325. Mostly because I lost that 7 pounds incorrectly. I've been depressed and stressed out about a lot of things going on in my life and about things I wish would go on. I sat down a couple of weeks ago and thought about what I've been doing and realized that gaining my weight back instead of losing the rest of it is going to only make life more difficult for me and others in many ways, so the best thing to do is put on my big girl panty, suck up all that is going on and just keep fighting for what I want in life and that is to feel good and live. I will be weighing on Feb 18 and will be going in to see my favorite doctor in the whole world and see what she has going. I look forward to sharing with all of you how that appointment goes.