Friday, October 9, 2009

IT'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!.......

It's Friday and I am glad, this week has been crazy and long. I'm not feeling great today, think it's a cold. Have to get over this, because I have to be with my mom for her surgery next Wednesday. I am planning a busy weekend. Hope it works out and I get bunches done. Hope everyone has a healthy and fun weekend. love mel

Thursday, October 8, 2009

NOTICES

Well, I am starting to feel like things are more noticeable, and it's happening one thing I didn't really want to happen and that is becoming more conscious of how I look and what matches and if my shoes look ok and oh dear, my makeup......I don't want to be high maintenance. It's so much easier not to worry about it. But it's really kind of fun to be able to worry about it and really care about myself enough to worry about it. Still have not gotten the bracelet made, I have really got to work on my problem of procrastination. Feeling good today though, like I might be wearing someone Else's body. Kind of weird sounding, but it's also weird feeling. I'm going to keep going though. Weighing next Friday has me nervous, always does, don't know why. I lost 2 pounds last month and that really bummed me out. If I don't do much this next weigh in, then I will have to re-evaluate what I am doing and see what that does in month 7. We will see.

Monday, October 5, 2009

busy and enlightening weekend

It was an interesting weekend. I went shopping with my BSD (that's best sis Danni.) just in case all you texters don't know what it means. I got lots of pretty new clothes. Thanks Danni and Clay for the gift. Yes, it was a gift for losing 50 pounds. I was really excited. Except that I am having to get use to wearing something other than stretchy tee shirts. It's really kind of neat wearing something different.

I did realize this weekend that I still have a ways to go and that it's not time to stop yet no matter how good I feel and I also realized how out of shape I am my legs felt like jello after all the running around Saturday, but 6 months ago I would not have been able to even keep up so 50 pounds has made a huge difference. I go weigh in again on the 16th and I will see doc at that time. I am excited to see her, haven't in three months. I'm sure she will want to check my blood pressure and make sure I'm still running good.

Went to my aunt and uncles 50th wedding anniversary reception Saturday also, saw cousins I have not seen in a long while. Realized they are still much prettier than me and I still have a long way to go before I fit in with all the pretty people. Really felt like I stuck out like a sore thumb. But, that's one of those things I will just have to deal with inside me. But it was fun seeing everyone.

I plan on making my weight loss bracelet this week. I read about it a long time ago, this lady had a bracelet that she added charms to for so many pounds, then it got to where other people were giving her charms as she loss. I will be putting 2 charms on my bracelet. 25 pounds each. I will take a picture of it and post it when I get it made.